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Humble Servant
I am here really disgusted with my life, nothing is working,i know where and what I cant see, but here in the now, I am dulled and living in disgusting circumstances , my house a big mistake, the area another big mistake, and now allowing a friend to stay here even though only til the end of the week it is all disgusting and the need for money, GOD cant people see the reasons , yes of course GOD can do anything but it is money that is going to deliver me from these situations and circumstances lots and lots of money, it is said GOD helps those who help themselves but I cannot help myself to earn or get money my income is fixed and the situations and circumstances only compound the demeaning and disgusting sounds and depressing feelings I don't want these neighbors for neighbors and I don't want to live in this part of the world, no need to ask or to explain how I got here it was my doing I guess if I had of listened to GOD I would not be here,
only money will deliver me out of here and these situations I cant communicate with the people here I need to be where there are other kinds of people.
and I need to be out of the sound of traffic these sounds go into my body my being and destroy my comfort it really makes me feel like killing myself I know I cant bear this at some point I don't know what will happen to be hearing the constant sound of traffic it is the disgusting feeling of being dulled not feeling peace of GOD or jOY (so much has to do with the people, I live in the southwest and the people are prejudiced to me, about what and who I like and want to be around) GOD I need help big time
only money will deliver me out of here and these situations I cant communicate with the people here I need to be where there are other kinds of people.
and I need to be out of the sound of traffic these sounds go into my body my being and destroy my comfort it really makes me feel like killing myself I know I cant bear this at some point I don't know what will happen to be hearing the constant sound of traffic it is the disgusting feeling of being dulled not feeling peace of GOD or jOY (so much has to do with the people, I live in the southwest and the people are prejudiced to me, about what and who I like and want to be around) GOD I need help big time