shanreese31
Disciple of Prayer
I am having severe financial problems. I've been having trouble for over a year now since losing my job. I've had my car repossessed, lost my apartment, not able to pay the mountains of bills including student loans that are due and on the verge of defaulting because I have no means to pay them. I've been praying praying and praying crying and screaming for relief when it comes to my debt and finances. I'm trying to be as patient as I can. This is the first time I've gone through something like this and I must admit it is currently getting the best of me and some times I just want to give up. I am always a good steward when my finances were ok. I volunteer my time and talents to others that are in need and I am not the selfish type so I do not understand why I am going through such turmoil. If I could land a great paying job, something I enjoy doing that would pay all my bills that would be great. I am even willing to work two jobs just to make ends meet, but I am not having any luck finding decent work either. I am beginning to get discouraged. My bank account is in the negatives. I can't buy food or any personal items. People that have loaned me money in the past I want to pay them back but I don't have it and that is starting to ruin my relationships with them.
I would like prayers regarding my current financial state. That I not only find employment but it takes care of all my needs with enough left over to help someone else that may be in need. I request that the lenders of my student loans can continue to defer the loans until I am in a better position to pay them. I am also requesting that the loans be paid off. My mother is ill and I want to help take care of her. I am really in need of a huge financial miracle at this time.
I would like prayers regarding my current financial state. That I not only find employment but it takes care of all my needs with enough left over to help someone else that may be in need. I request that the lenders of my student loans can continue to defer the loans until I am in a better position to pay them. I am also requesting that the loans be paid off. My mother is ill and I want to help take care of her. I am really in need of a huge financial miracle at this time.