Aliren
Disciple of Prayer
I am fighting with lust every day I masturbate I lose to it I also feel very lonely no close friends very lazy to pray to God always watch explicit contents feels like God is not hearing or don't intersted in me and intrusive thoughts are always coming to my mind I can't control it I mock God in my mind it is not me but I can't control it is because of my fear I don't have any confidence full of fear nobody to talk personally even if I say to god I can't hear nothing or doesn't mean anything from reading Bible I think I will spend my rest of my life like this