Tina,
Try not to waste time comparing yourself to other people in any way...I say "try" because I know it's difficult and things can seem unfair. Stay positive, stay faithful and I pray that God will bless you richly.
I've prayed in Jesus' holy name...prayer changes things! Be encouraged: pray for yourself, pray for others, and read God's word.
For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind. (2 Timothy 1:7)
So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. (Isaiah 41:10)
Val