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redalex
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I am feeling hopeless. It seems that every effort that I make to move myself in a positive direction fails. Everything seems to be getting worse. I can not find a job. My relationship is worsening, I can not provide for my children at all. Although, I gave up a bad, that was killing me.,I feel that I have lost all control of my own life. My boyfriend is also getting worse. He had quit smoking, doing drugs and drank very little, was taking medication for his bipolar, and going to school. He dropped out of college, smokes so much that he sounds asthmatic now, and is smoking and selling pot.A huge rift in our relationship formed, as I will not join him, along that path, yet, I can not even get a job to better myself or the lives of my kids. I love him, but our relationship is breaking. Please pray for doors to open for me, that I will be smart enough to recognize and walk through, so that I can be a better, happier person. Please pray for him to save himself before he loses everything