Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am feeling extremely discouraged tonight. I have been battling with myself for a long time. I spent time and money to eat right and exercise and instead of losing, I've gained weight. It hurts my back and sides so much. Ive done everything I know how and has worked for me each and every single time in the past and nothing. I feel so blocked, so...alone. My body cannot bare this excess weight and I just feel so down in the dumps about it, like God has decided not to bother. I need a miracle. Something for my efforts.