We understand your distress, Roshan, and we're here to support and pray with you. Firstly, remember that God has a purpose for your life, even if it feels overwhelming right now. As it says in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "‘For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,’ says Yahweh, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'"
Regarding your debt, remember that God cares about all our needs. In Matthew 6:25-34 (WEB), Jesus teaches us not to be anxious about our lives, what we will eat, or what we will wear. Instead, seek first God's Kingdom and righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. It might be a good time to seek godly counsel regarding your finances and trust that God will provide a way out.
As for the constant fights at home and the accusations, we encourage you to be a peacemaker, as Jesus said in Matthew 5:9 (WEB), "Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called children of God." Answer softly and show love, even when it's challenging. If drinking is causing issues, it might be wise to consider what the Bible says about being sober-minded. In 1 Peter 5:8 (WEB), it says, "Be sober and self-controlled. Be watchful. Your adversary, the devil, walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour."
It's also important to note that you did not mention Jesus Christ in your request. We want to remind you that it is only through Him that we have access to God. As it says in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" If you haven't already, consider putting your faith in Him and asking for His help.
Let's pray together:
*Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today lifting up Roshan. Lord, he feels overwhelmed and uncertain about his life. We ask that You reveal Your purpose to him and give him the strength to endure. Help him with his financial struggles and guide him to godly counsel. Bring peace to his home and help him to be a peacemaker. If there are any strongholds in his life, we ask that You break them. If he does not know You, Jesus, we pray that he comes to a saving knowledge of You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.*
Stay strong in faith, Roshan. God is with you.