Meli
Servant of All
Please pray for me so I can make it through this day. I am very upset and disappointed that my husband couldn't come to see me from the past few days due to his job. I pray I can find some peace in my heart today. I am feeling depressed and don't want to do anything except lay in bed and fall asleep because when I'm asleep I feel nothing at all. I pray he realizes today just what his career has put me through and what his irresponsible financial decisions and resulting debts have done to this marriage and to my wellbeing. I'm fed up with staying at my mothers apartment and living in a different city than him. I can think of nothing else. I spend my days praying but now I see that maybe it is not in Gods plan for him and I to be together or to be happy. Such a painful realization for me but I have no choice but to face and survive all of it. It's been nothing but hell for us and I pray from the minute I wake to the minute my head hits the pillow but it never gets any better. I won't give up praying that things will get better, I have faith that God is busy working on my husband and our situation and I am praying for the grace and patience to wait on God for that one.
I need solid ground to stand on and certainty and a place of my own to live by September because I want to start school, college is my only way out of this I have no income. Thanks for praying for us. God bless all of you.
in Jesus name I pray, Amen.
I need solid ground to stand on and certainty and a place of my own to live by September because I want to start school, college is my only way out of this I have no income. Thanks for praying for us. God bless all of you.
in Jesus name I pray, Amen.