Sdenisew
Servant of All
I am embarking on a fast. With the exception of work I am fasting from ALL social media and human contact this weekend. I’m scared because I have never isolated myself this way outside of depression but I’ve realized that there are strongholds and generational curses that have to be broken down and sent back to where they came. I NEED GOD to move these mountains. I’m constantly feeling as if I am not worthy of love and only serve a sexual purpose to some and a stepping ladder for others. I am falling in love with a wounded man and I don’t know what to for him spiritual or me (I put on a prayer request for him earlier). I need God in the midst of this and I need prayer warriors to stand in the gap for me. I need a financial breakthrough. I need a real loud word from God. I need a light to finally shine in my spirit. I don’t want to be the person that I see in the mirror. I want to finally be the woman, mom, wife (I hope & pray to be) that God says that I am. I wake up mad that I made it to see another day because instead of optimism and faith I wait up dreading what awaits me because it’s all negative. I know that I’ve caused my troubles but I don’t know how to move past and become better. Lord, I need you right now! In Jesus name I need you. I cry out to you Father. Help me! I can’t do this on my own.