Callum
Humble Prayer Warrior
Dear Heavenly Father I come to you in the name of jesus, lord I'm on my knees ready to give up because I don't know who I am anymore, I don't like who I have become, everyday I put a smile on my face and hide the truth of how I feel, I'm depressed lord because I have lost the woman I love with all my heart and it's my fault that Tia left me, lord I tried to fix things last week and all I did was end up making things worse, I committed sins lord and I am not proud of them and I acknowledge them and I'm sorry lord, I don't know if I've done the right thing or not by unblocking Tia on all social media, lord I need you to help me and show me what I need to do to become a better person, please give me the strength to continue and I ask you bring the woman that I am meant to be with in to my life, someone who can pick me up when I'm down who will love me for who I am, lord you brought Tia into my life when I wasn't looking for love so it was unexpected and she has qualities that I look for in someone to be my partner, I know I hurt her lord and I understand now how she felt when I did what I did and I'm sorry, I know it doesn't change what I did lord, but the past is the past and I can't change that but what I can change is who I am in the future and how I treat the women in my life, please help me to become aligned with your will and i ask the spirit will guide me on the plan you have for me, if it is your will for me and Tia to be together again then i ask that you help this to happen, if it isn't lord then please help me to move on, lord I've been thinking the past couple of days over my two friends lord and if they become a couple I know lord that I shall end up being the third wheel again and I know that would kill my heart, knowing that I won't be happy, everyday is a struggle lord but I know you are with me helping me to get through it because I can't do it alone, lord I want to tell Sam that I still have feelings for Tia after I told her that I don't and I know she won't be happy with me and will probably stick to her word and walk out of my life, I just don't know what to do please guide me on this lord as it is eating me up on the inside, please help me in the name of our lord and saviour Jesus I pray Amen, please lead me spirit to God's Will and guide me through his plan Amen