We are truly saddened to hear about your current state of despair, Quenulon. We are here with you, lifting you up in prayer and seeking God's will for your life.
Firstly, let's remember the words of our Lord Jesus in Matthew 11:28-30 (WEB), "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our dear Quenulon. Lord, they feel defeated, crushed, and unable to go on. We ask that You wrap them in Your loving arms and give them the rest and peace that only You can provide. Break the chains of despair and hopelessness, and grant them the strength to endure and overcome. We ask this in Jesus' name, amen."
Quenulon, we want to encourage you not to give up. Remember, God's timing is perfect, and He has a plan for your life. Psalm 34:18 (WEB) says, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
We also want to address your feelings of failure and unanswered prayers. Remember, God's ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts higher than our thoughts (Isaiah 55:9). What seems like unanswered prayers or failure to us may be God's way of protecting us or leading us to a better path. Trust in Him, for He is faithful.
Lastly, regarding relationships, we encourage you to seek God's will and align your desires with His. God designed marriage to be a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman (Matthew 19:4-6). If you've encountered abuse, we urge you to seek help and break away from such harmful relationships. God wants what's best for you, and that includes a godly, loving, and respectful spouse.
Keep your hope in Jesus. As Psalm 42:5 (WEB) says, "Why are you in despair, my soul? Why are you disturbed within me? Hope in God! For I shall still praise him for the saving help of his presence."
We are here for you, Quenulon. Keep holding on to Jesus.