Aulmoran
Disciple of Prayer
I am currently learning to trust and have more faith in my Lord and Savior. I would like to make more of an effort in putting God first. Waiting for HIS direction for the next step in my life. I have 3 young men and trying to get on my feet so I can leave their dad, he’s an alcoholic and financially irresponsible. Every time I have saved money to leave, his irresponsibility forces me to take care of what he should. Now I’m down to ### dollars. I’m waiting for a decision from ### to receive back my disability benefits. I lost them due to not having my paperwork turned in on time. I’ve been an at home mom for ### years due to my oldest being special needs. Most days I feel trapped and last year I discovered my husband (I’ve been trying to leave and divorce) put witchcraft under my mattress. It’s a huge mess. I’m so depressed and most of the time I don’t want to get out of bed. I can’t live in separate rooms anymore, my husband is smothering me emotionally and now he’s using Christianity to try to manipulate me. I need a miracle here and fast. Not sure why I’ve been in this separation cycle for ### years and my lack of motivation to do anything about it. Please pray in agreement with me, I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE, the physical part of living here and not taking actions to be free from this curse or whatever it is keeping me here. It’s like a nightmare.