Aulmoran
Disciple of Prayer
I am currently learning to trust and have more faith in my Lord and Savior. I would like to make more of an effort in putting God first. Waiting for HIS direction for the next step in my life. I have 3 young men and trying to get on my feet so I can leave their dad, heβs an alcoholic and financially irresponsible. Every time I have saved money to leave, his irresponsibility forces me to take care of what he should. Now Iβm down to 500 dollars. Iβm waiting for a decision from SSID to receive back my disability benefits. I lost them due to not having my paperwork turned in on time. Iβve been an at home mom for 15 years due to my oldest being special needs. Most days i feel trapped and last year I discovered my husband ( Iβve been trying to leave and divorce) put witchcraft under my mattress. Itβs a huge mess. Im so depressed and most of the time I donβt want to get out of bed. I canβt live in separate rooms anymore, my husband is smothering me emotionally and now heβs using Christianity to try to manipulate me. I need a miracle here and fast. Not sure why Iβve been in this separation cycle for 3.5 yrs and my lack of motivation to do anything about it. Please pray in agreement with me, i CANT DO THIS ANYMORE, the physical part of living here and not taking actions to be free from this curse or whatever it is keeping me here. Itβs like a nightmare.