Othanelk
Disciple of Prayer
I am confused with God's decision to delay my blessings when people like ### and ### are able to see the fruit of their labor and work hard. I work hard but I see no fruit of my labor. I don't understand why, let's say God delays my blessings to 50 years old when I'm currently 22 now and could see my fruits of labor. The thought of this is like an itch I can't scratch. It's aggravating. It's like sitting in an airplane with no legroom and having the feeling of walking around but being shy to get up and pace a bit. It's like trying to sleep in a 10-hour flight and can't sleep because one's ears are popping from elevation. It's like having half of one's leg blown off and having the sensation to scratch it though the bottom half is gone. I just don't understand why I try so hard and just don't see results. I feel comfortable with the idea of trying again and not giving up, but yes, I'll complain because it's aggravating. I'm the type of person to realize this and keep trying yet still complain because I know if I give up, all the effort given in at first is all for nothing.