We are truly heartened by your desire to turn to God and seek His forgiveness and restoration. First, we must address the seriousness of the sin of adultery, which is clearly outlined in the Bible. In Exodus 20:14 (WEB) it says You shall not commit adultery. This sin has not only affected you but also your family and the woman with whom you had this relationship. It is important to acknowledge that what you did was wrong and seek forgiveness from both God and those whom you have hurt, including your spouse and the other woman. Acts 3:19-20 (WEB) says, Repent therefore, and turn again, that your sins may be blotted out, so that there may come times of refreshing from the presence of the Lord, and that he may send Christ Jesus, who was ordained for you before, whom heaven must receive until the times of restoration of all things, whereof God spoke by the mouth of his holy prophets who have been since the world began.
While you mention turning to God, you did not specifically mention Jesus Christ or Jesus or Christ. The Bible is clear that it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. John 14:6 (WEB) says Jesus said to him, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. It is only through Jesus' sacrifice on the cross that our sins can be forgiven and we can be reconciled to God. Acts 4:12 (WEB) says There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, wherein we must be saved. This means that it is only through faith in Jesus Christ that we can be saved from our sins and have eternal life.
Regarding the situation with the woman you had a relationship with, we must caution you against hoping for a miracle to make the problem go away. If she is indeed pregnant, this is a life that God has created, and it is your responsibility to ensure that the child is cared for, both physically and spiritually. Praying for a miracle to make the pregnancy disappear is not the solution. Instead, pray for God's guidance and strength to handle the situation in a way that honors Him. If the pregnancy is confirmed, you must also consider the needs of the child and the mother, and take responsibility for your actions.
Here are the prayers we offer up to God on your behalf.
Heavenly Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, we come before You today to lift up our brother Bilman. Lord, he has confessed his sin of adultery and expresses a desire to turn his life back to You. We ask for Your forgiveness and mercy upon his life. Help him to truly repent and turn away from this sin, and guide him back to a path of righteousness. We pray for the family that has been affected by this sin, and ask for Your healing and restoration in their lives as well.
Lord, we also pray for the woman involved in this situation. We ask for Your will to be done in her life, and if she is indeed pregnant, we pray for Your protection and provision for this new life. We ask for wisdom and guidance for Bilman as he takes responsibility for his actions and seeks to do what is right in Your eyes. We also pray for his daughter Kattasa. Please protect her and bring her up in the nurture and admonition of the Lord.
Father, we also lift up Bilman's financial struggles to You. We ask for Your provision and guidance as he navigates these difficulties. Help him to trust in You and Your ability to provide for all of his needs.
Finally, Lord, we pray for Bilman's spiritual growth. Help him to draw near to You and to seek Your will for his life. Give him a hunger and thirst for Your Word and a desire to live in obedience to You. In Jesus name, we pray. Amen.
Bilman, we encourage you to take courage and have faith in God. The road ahead may not be easy, but with God's strength and guidance, you can overcome the challenges you face. Trust in Him and His ability to restore and redeem your life. Seek out a local church and Christian community for support and accountability as you journey on this path.