Abdek
Prayer Partner
I am asking God for forgiveness, vindication, redemption, and absolution. I do not want me or my relationship to suffer from my past actions of deceit and manipulation. I have lied to my partner. Previously, I was not honest. There is also a scenario I was not completely faithful. I have omitted the truth. I was acting out of anger, jealousy, and insecurity; causing me to be petty and vengeful. I deeply regret my actions and choices. I am asking God to forgive me and not make me suffer any consequences. I am humbly asking God to ensure that my boyfriend does not find out about any past situations. I pray that my sins remain hidden. I pray that we stay together, get stronger together, and move forward together. I know I was wrong, and I promise to be better. I pray that we do not fight about anything that happened prior to July 2024. I pray we choose each other, trust each other, believe each other, respect each other, comment to each other, love each other, and not let any past mistakes hinder our relationship. I pray that if anyone tries to tell us anything, we turn our cheek and not listen. I pray he believes and chooses me over everyone else. Our relationship has been improving this month, and I want to keep that momentum. But now the past is haunting me and I want to get rid of it without suffering. IF POSSIBLE: I do not want my boyfriend to ever find out about any past mistakes I have done that will cause us to fight, cause him to break up with me, or cause him to fall out of love with me. I do not want anyone to ever tell my boyfriend about any of my past mistakes or anything that will cause us to fight or break up. I want the people who know of my past mistakes - to forget about them, to never talk about them again, and to keep the information to themselves. IF HE DOES FIND OUT: I pray my boyfriend will forgive and forget. I pray my boyfriend stays with me and does not break up with me. I pray my boyfriend stays in love with me and fall deeper in love with me. I pray my boyfriend chooses me and our relationship. I pray my boyfriend believes me over everyone else. I pray my boyfriend will be a better boyfriend, partner, husband towards me. I pray my boyfriend will not be vengeful nor petty. I pray my boyfriend will not hold a grudge. I pray my boyfriend will not hurt me. I pray my boyfriend will trust me. I pray my boyfriend gives me a chance. I pray my boyfriend gives us a chance. I pray my boyfriend sees my side and understands. I pray that our fights make him realize that he does not want to lose me. I pray that our fights make him want to move forward in our relationship together and truly commit to me with no more fear and hesitation. I pray our fights make us stronger.