Ashwini S
Disciple of Prayer
I am Ashwini S, from India. I am married for 6yrs and have one son 4 years now. From the day one of my marriage I was in a mess. As mine was love and inter-caste marriage I had faced a lot of problems, harassment in my in-laws family and society. My husband was not comfortable with me and he found someone from his family and was having affair with her. Though I know about his relation I did not question him and I thought distance relationship will affect me. Slowly he stopped loving me and little son and he did not care us at all. When I came to know that he his least bothered about me and little one, that's where I was broken very much and finally said Good bye to him and came out his house and made a separate house for me and my son. We are away from him for past 4 months. He have agreed for mutual divorce shortly.
Now, again I am in mess, My uncle(Prakash Babu) is in USA. He is a divorcee and have two kids. Kids are with their Mother in Ontario, London. Once, when I was chatting with him and I told about problems what I was going through in my past relationship. He felt very sorry and he shared his problems also, like how his Ex-wife cheated him. His family and my family members are very close. He is 17 years elder to me. He said me "Unlike age I would have asked me You". I know him well and what kind of kind pain, insult and betrayal he was going through. I said OK, "I Love You" to him. He is a Candian now and I stay in India. He is scared about the family members and Society's negative stigma. I am madly in love with him for past 4 months. He is hesitating to chat or call me. Its hurting me very badly and I am feeling very low. I can't take him out of my mind and its very torturous. Please help me and pray for me to get in my life. I need him and his two kids. I am crying very moment..... Please Pray for me and Prakash, I am longing for Prakash, Helplessly. I love him a lot.
With Tears
Ashwini S
Now, again I am in mess, My uncle(Prakash Babu) is in USA. He is a divorcee and have two kids. Kids are with their Mother in Ontario, London. Once, when I was chatting with him and I told about problems what I was going through in my past relationship. He felt very sorry and he shared his problems also, like how his Ex-wife cheated him. His family and my family members are very close. He is 17 years elder to me. He said me "Unlike age I would have asked me You". I know him well and what kind of kind pain, insult and betrayal he was going through. I said OK, "I Love You" to him. He is a Candian now and I stay in India. He is scared about the family members and Society's negative stigma. I am madly in love with him for past 4 months. He is hesitating to chat or call me. Its hurting me very badly and I am feeling very low. I can't take him out of my mind and its very torturous. Please help me and pray for me to get in my life. I need him and his two kids. I am crying very moment..... Please Pray for me and Prakash, I am longing for Prakash, Helplessly. I love him a lot.
With Tears
Ashwini S