I am a person who was brought up in ...

[Anonymous]

I am a person who was brought up in the church, I know what God expects of me and I seem to be fighting His will for me by giving into my addictions, temptations, and perverse feelings for things which, as a Christian, should repulse me.

I am addicted to pornographic material, masturbation, and on top of it all I am now a practicing homosexual. My body just cries out and I give into it knowing God is not happy and that He's watching me and I am sinning against Him as well as myself.

I have been struggling with these things for such a long time and I really want to change. I am becoming afraid to repent or to go back to God because at the back of my mind I ask myself, "what if I slip up again." I don't want to be making promises only to break them.

I do believe God can help me and I believe that Christ Jesus has overcome. Through Him only I can achieve and overcome what flesh and blood can't.

I have been crying out in my heart and feel as though time is ticking by. I feel time going by and the problem persisting and getting worse.

I trust in God and will not give up the fight as I still have breath in me; I have a chance for redemption. Pray for me, please.

Thank you.

 

[jebba]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[stephanib]

Stay strong in His name. I am praying for you.

 

[Cami-1]

You said that you are afraid to repent or go back to God. God says, he never wants us to be afraid to repent or to reach out to him. He is there for us and wants us to lean on him during time of challenges. He knows you, he hears you, he knows your needs. He wants you to reach out to him. Do not be afraid to do so. Your father is waiting to hear from you. He loves you.

 

[Powers]

I prayed for this. Thank You, Lord, for the Cross. Your words "It is finished" and Your Blood there covered our past, present and future sins. Holy Spirit, help us confess and turn.  All praise and glory and honor to our Lord!

 

[Brother James]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[fabianheiko]

May God help you in what you are praying for. Amen

 

[Taw]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Sunshine82]

May God bless you and grant this request according to his precious will. I pray that God will provide comfort and strength to you during this time and guide you through to peace of mind in this situation. Stay strong in faith, and know that he loves you both dearly. In Jesus name. Amen~

 

[dcrandjr]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.