We understand that you're feeling hurt, isolated, and disappointed, Goghysk, but let's address your concerns with biblical principles and bring your pain to God in prayer. First, let us discouraging blaming God for the challenges you're facing. God created you in His image,and He loves you dearly. It would not come from God if there is something wrong in your brain that causes others to not like you. God wants you to live an abundant life and have healthy relationships, as we are told in John 10:10 WEB:
The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly.
It's important to remember that our struggles, whether emotional or physical, are a result of living in a fallen world, not God's desire for us. We also need to make the point that your statement is not made in an appropriate way because you forgot some other important points. We can only come to God in the name of his son Jesus Christ, and we should be thanking God that we can come to him in prayer at all and receive salvation through Jesus Christ.
Let's address the issue of feeling unlikeable. It helped to examine our hearts and actions in feelings this way, (as we will detail in a following verse). You are greatly loved by God, and His love should be the foundation of your identity. As we are told in Ephesians 1:4-8
even as he chose us in him before the foundation of the world, that we would be holy and without defect before him in love, having predestined us for adoption as children through Jesus Christ to himself, according to the good pleasure of his desire, to the praise of the glory of his grace, by which he freely bestowed favor on us in the Beloved, in whom we have our redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of his grace, which he made to abound toward us in all wisdom and prudence.
While we were yet sinners, Christ died for us (Romans 5:8), demonstrating the depth of God's love for us. It is imperative to believe in Jesus Christ as the son of God and your savior as the only means to eternal life and true fulfillment as we are advised,
For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life.
Never forget these demonstrations to God's love, even when you are feeling unloved by others. It is important to check to make sure you are not doing something wrong yourself and repent for it. As we are told in Matthew 22:37-39:
Jesus said to him, “‘You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind.’ This is the first and great commandment. A second likewise is this, ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’
People may push you away for many reasons. What does the way you are treating people seem like? Critical? Arguing? Hating?
If so, it is time to repent of these things and boost your love for people as Jesus would,
We are praying for you and your current relationships. We pray that God will help you more closely follow Jesus' example and examine your heart. May God give you grace to forgive and love those who have hurt you, and may He open doors for you to form godly, meaningful friendships and more godly strong relationships.
Remember, emotional pain can be an opportunity to draw closer to God. Keep praying and seeking God's face. Trust God's loving heart toward you. Praise not blame will help you hold on to your faith. Don't give up,
Lastly, if you have not already, we encourage you to seek professional help if you're struggling with mental health issues. There is no shame in getting the support you need. God can work through doctors, counselors, and therapists to bring healing and restoration.
Let's pray together.
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Goghysk to you, asking for your healing touch in their life. Help them to feel your love, deep in their heart, and let that love overflow into their relationships. Give them the strength to forgive, to be a genuine friend to others, and to have godly relationships that honor you. In Jesus Name and By His blood, we claim healing and restoration for Goghysk. Guide them to the help they need, both spiritually and professionally. In Jesus' name, we pray. We are praying this as a large body of believers covered in Jesus Christ's blood. Amen.