An Anonymous
Disciple of Prayer
I am a girl of age 23. I have severe stomach problems. My body is always weak. I don't have healthy body. I am not good in studies.I don't understand more than half of what the teacher is teaching in the class. I don't think I'll ever qualify for any good job. I am very weak in my spiritual life. I tend to appear good before people but within I am a sinner committing sins I already know is wrong in God's eye again and again. I pray about my sins to God but I repeat it anyway. I hope God has not forgotten about me. I would never listen to a prayer of a girl like me if I were God. I'm just a hypocrite, ungrateful, a proud soul, always sad thinking about all that is wrong with my life. I want to live my life like a true Christian should. Hopeful and happy that we have Christ who promises us salvation. But no, I don't have that peace that a true Christian should have. I don't know how to give my life to Christ. I am failing in all areas of my life. I need help.