Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am a girl aged 27. I have been in a relationship with a man from SDA church for about 4 years. I was intimate with this man which I know is wrong. He got me pregnant and he just paid money for me to go get an abortion. He never checked up on me. I also found out he was cheating. Later on we got back together just for me to find out he was now in a relationship with another girl. All the things I asked for he would do for another girl. Because of the love I had for him I thought he would get better. But now he just broke up with me and told me he hasn’t been in love with me for a long time. He was just using me for sex. And that he is in love with the new girl. I’m heartbroken, I’m in pain, I don’t know why this is happening to me. I’m struggling. Everything I want, touch or love gets taken away from me. I don’t know if I will heal. I need your prayers I feel like I’m going crazy and I should just end my life. My ither prayer request is that I have been jobless for 5 years. I have done more that 1000 applications but I keep on being rejected. Help me to pray for the spirit of rejection in my life, for peace, happiness, and healing. I am tired. I feel like God has turned his back on me.