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Disciple of Prayer
I am a Christian. I am under a serious spiritual attack. I need strength and wisdom to do what is right. I know what God's word says is true. I am knowing in my heart I want to obey His word and yet I am in a war with my flesh. I know with all of my heart the scripture 1st JOhn 4:4 is true. Greater is He in me than he in this world. Everyday I feel I am getting stronger than I am weak again. I feel like I am in quicksand and the devil is pulling strongly on my feet to drown me and ultimately kill me and yet I feel a greater strength pulling on my arms; pulling me up to higher ground. My flesh feels like all is hopeless and that I should give up on everything but there is the true Holy Ghost fire burning within me that encourages me to be strong so that God can use me to encourage others for HIs glory. . in Jesus Name amen. I have been in ministry more than 20 years and I know the word and I believe in miracles and I know this set back will allow for a greater comeback. I have to believe that by some miracle God will show mercy toward me and save me from myself. If anyone else is going through a spiritual battle I do pray that God will intervene and help us. I continually cry out to Him.. .I submit to Him knowing that as I do the enemy will for flee. JOhn 9:31 says that God does not hear sinners but anyone who repents and becomes a worshipper of Him He will hear him. I know that sin separates from God and as soon as He hears us ask for forgiveness He then hears whatever else we have to say. I know once that sincere prayer of forgiveness has been prayed then it opens the door for God to hear us through Jesus Christ. I am desperate for God's help. I do not want to die in my sin. I want to be set free and be able to move on to higher ground and new dimensions in HIm as He has promised me I will. He has told me that I will be happy and love again and that I wll be whole so that I can help and encourage others.