gretchen11111
Good and Faithful Servant
I am a awful person and hate myself I feel so hurt inside from my husband...he can be not nice some times...but maybe I am the one I do not know but I have had it with myself I hate hate myself...I'm no good at all...Tonite proves it Chad and Anna never said hello to us chad allways trys to avoid us because last year I accidendly said something that was meant for a friend it was not bad just not for Chads ears since then he has not been nice to me sometimes if I say hello to him he says nothing and the drummer came back and his wife had trouble with them last year,,,And I just can not take anymore Lord I just say take me to heaven I do not what to live anymore please take me please...I am sorry that I like GEne way too much please forgive me and him too...and tired of people saying you have to dance or we are going home not nice anyway I need you Lord...helpppp Gene did not talk to us so I do not know ...I put all this in your hands Lord...I am no good I try so hard Lord....