I am a 45 yr old female am have been unable to find a job for the past

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I am a 45 yr old female am have been unable to find a job for the past several months. I have less than 50 dollars in the bank and am about to go to court with my landlord because of unpaid rent. I do not want to be a burden to my family or friends. I've tried to hold on, but I've given up my will to fight. It's hard for me to have faith when everyday has the same outcome, one disappointment after another. I'm seriously considering ending my life and have already planned how to do it. I don't want to live like this anymore. I would much rather be dead than spend another day without a job, without money, and by the end of this month without a place to live.