I am a 35 year old Man from Ireland. ...

[Anonymous]

I am a 35 year old Man from Ireland. I have had a difficult life, like a lot of people. I was adopted at 6 years of age. My adopted Mother then dies when I was 6. I was kicked out of my home at 12 and taking into the care of the government. I was sent to a boarding school were I received a good education, payed by the state. I have always had a cynical negative attitude for life and have had a negative attitude. This year I lost two grand parents and discovered that my biological mother died 10 years ago, I never knew her except when young. When I was young I always used to pray and ask for help from God and Jesus. I basically think the problem with me is I just dont love myself. Luckily I have stayed away from drugs and never been in trouble or prison. However in my life it just seems to be one test after another. I know I did in the past contemplate suicide but I know that morally I never would do that. I have some good things in my life like a loving girlfriend , a secure job etc. It just seems everytime I start to get on with my life and sort things out I get knocked back. I would like to think that Jesus or God was looking out for me or my two dead mothers in the afterlife.

I just request that people will just say a small prayer for me in order that God can help me to help myself. I hope I can start to see things more positively and appreciate what I have. I do care about people but I feel let down my whole life. Sometimes I have thought that maybe God doesnt actually love me, I know a terrible thing to say, however I feel like my life has been a Dickens Novel with misfortune after Misfortune. I pray for a miracle in my life in order that I can love myself appreciate myself and my blessings. I pray that I not be in a rut all the time despite all the tests that have come my way. I really hope this will work and I can have trust in God/Jesus like I did to protect me as a child.

Paul Ireland 21/12/2013

 

[patty700]

please read psalms 139.The Lord said in this life we will have trouble but to be in peace for he has overcome this world.Focus on him instead of you and help others

 

[Barry1975]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Eugene]

May the Lord wrap His arms around you, and give you peace and comfort. The power of Christ that dwells in a believer is stronger then anything the World can throw at us.

 

[gaelicguy]

Thank you. Life is very trying, so many people suffering in this world. I do try and live like Jesus however it is difficult when we are fighting against principalities and Dark forces masquerading as good. 

I pray dear Jesus that you ask the Heavenly father to cleanse my heart, 

I ask that I have the wisdom to retort malice peaceably, 

I ask dear Jesus that I never again intentionally hurt a living soul, 

I ask that I regain my faith and never again forget that you are merciful and loving.

I pray for all the souls of all the people here with difficulties that they will feel warmth and your magnificence

In this my small way I hope that all of the downtrodden, the persecuted, the forgotten, the abused in this life we will feel your love oh Jesus.

 

[Greater888]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[gaelicguy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

Thank you, I sincerely hope you receive exponential blessings for giving your prayer and comfort to people so freely. I pray to Jesus you are blessed in all your endeavors. Amen

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

Thank you, I sincerely hope you receive exponential blessings for giving your prayer and comfort to people. May Jesus grant you eternal happiness and keep you and yours safe.

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

Thank you so much for your charity. I pray in Jesus name too you be blessed your life.

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

Thank you so much. May Jesus bless you all your life.

 

[Jvill]

I prayed for this in Jesus name.

 

[gaelicguy]

I prayed for this in Jesus name.

Thank you so much Jvill, may my small attempts at prayer to Jesus for you help you also. I pray that you are happy and blessed in everything you do. So much love on this site, it deeply touches me. I wish I knew how to pray properly.

 

[Cynthia0939]

Keep the faith. God's there, watching us, taking care of us. i too feel sometimes that he doesnt care for me, but he shows himself time and again, unexpectedly, and proves that he's there, working in ways we cant fathom. and hey, i have a lot of friends from Ireland, so it was actually good to see your post God bless!