I am 37 years old, and since I was a little always dreamed of getting

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I am 37 years old, and since I was a little always dreamed of getting married and having children. I have asked God countless times, that if this is not his will, that he take this yearning away, or just fill the void somehow. But still I have it in me, burning brighter than ever before. I keep asking myself, if this is not from God, why would this dream be so strong? Will you please pray that God will send my husband to me, or show me what to do, so that I can meet him? I've become so desperate that I'm also thinking of maybe having children by myself, but I'm not sure that it's God's will. I've been praying and praying for guidance, but I'm not hearing from God, and I don't know what else to do. I've tried doing as much as I can in the flesh, trying to follow wisdom, but none of these things gave me peace. I'm really lost and very sad. And God did say that no hope is in vain, but I'm not so sure I can go on hoping like this. But also cannot see my future without a family of my own. I feel without purpose. And please don't tell me to join community programmes or make new friends to fill the void. Because I have, and the emptiness is still there. Thanks for your prayers.