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Anonymous
Beloved of All
I always ask a prayer for everyone else but today its for myself , I'M 50y old and my life is a mess,I have a dis formed arm and hand , been working all my life , but hated it , because I felt everyone always staring and talking about me, I am looking for a job because of the financial difficulty,
I feel depressed most of the time,also have a weight problem, feels like I'm not impotent ,Been married for 32y but have such a low self esteem , The world revolves around my husband , since I could remember , I'M always running around, driving everyone else around , come home wash .clean , make food ,clean again and it's everyday the same over and over , no one in my household lifts a finger to anything.and takes everything for granted ,and doesn't appreciate nothing , sometimes even after a hard day,cooking for them they still have a negative thing to say on how the food tastes like , I have such a huge financial problem , do not answer my phone anymore , Everyone in the house (FAMILY OF 5 ) SON (31) ,SON (26) , DAUGHTER (16) She has sauermanns decease and also has low self-esteem , They all stay in one house ,do whatever they want no one cares to help with nothing , and I feel I can explode any minute , Everyone works but my debt is so high and It'feels like it's my fault , my husband really can waste the money on unnecessary stuff (motor vehicles)and then it brakes down , stand in the garage for year or 2 only to be sold for less than we paid for it , because there's no money to fix it ,I need a financial miracle, My debts is more than our income at the moment , My one son pays his rent , the other do not get enough salary to do so also in debt ,Please , help I'M feeling depressed , always moody , and do not know what to do anymore , I've been praying for this miracle for years now and nothing happens, I recently lost my only sister , Cant stop thinking about her ,she was my 'anchor' for my believe in anything because she was such a believer in 'GOD' and everything that's good and great,and she always lifted my spirit when I needed to talk to someone , and now I'M alone , and lost my mother in law , she couldn't stand me (she always thought I was a freak) my brother in law - cancer and my other brother in law shot himself , this was all in this year (2013) And I feel 'GOD' forgot about me ....feels like I cant pray anymore , do not know what to say or what to ask ... no one listens
I feel depressed most of the time,also have a weight problem, feels like I'm not impotent ,Been married for 32y but have such a low self esteem , The world revolves around my husband , since I could remember , I'M always running around, driving everyone else around , come home wash .clean , make food ,clean again and it's everyday the same over and over , no one in my household lifts a finger to anything.and takes everything for granted ,and doesn't appreciate nothing , sometimes even after a hard day,cooking for them they still have a negative thing to say on how the food tastes like , I have such a huge financial problem , do not answer my phone anymore , Everyone in the house (FAMILY OF 5 ) SON (31) ,SON (26) , DAUGHTER (16) She has sauermanns decease and also has low self-esteem , They all stay in one house ,do whatever they want no one cares to help with nothing , and I feel I can explode any minute , Everyone works but my debt is so high and It'feels like it's my fault , my husband really can waste the money on unnecessary stuff (motor vehicles)and then it brakes down , stand in the garage for year or 2 only to be sold for less than we paid for it , because there's no money to fix it ,I need a financial miracle, My debts is more than our income at the moment , My one son pays his rent , the other do not get enough salary to do so also in debt ,Please , help I'M feeling depressed , always moody , and do not know what to do anymore , I've been praying for this miracle for years now and nothing happens, I recently lost my only sister , Cant stop thinking about her ,she was my 'anchor' for my believe in anything because she was such a believer in 'GOD' and everything that's good and great,and she always lifted my spirit when I needed to talk to someone , and now I'M alone , and lost my mother in law , she couldn't stand me (she always thought I was a freak) my brother in law - cancer and my other brother in law shot himself , this was all in this year (2013) And I feel 'GOD' forgot about me ....feels like I cant pray anymore , do not know what to say or what to ask ... no one listens
