Rarcal
Disciple of Prayer
I actually hate myself for being so stupid. When I first started working I started paying all the bills on the house and buying all of the food. I refurbished the hole house. For years my mother been begging and borrowing from me, and I never tell her no! My mother has a livable house because of me. I bought plane tickets costing $3.000 each time to go to England. Last year she was in debt and asked me to give her my jewery to carry to the pawn shop in exchange for money. She had promised to pay back the pawn shop to get back my jewery. I never did get back my jewelry. The plain unvarnished truth about everything. For my mother to give me a gold chain that has any worth I couldn't get it. All of my very good quality chains of diffrent sizes.pendants, rings and bracelets. She is so dishonest she seven thousand dollars from me. She had made my life a living hell to get it. She even told me if she don't get it, she is going to kill herself. She told me God say to honour your mother and father. She told me am not honouring her, because I have it and don't want to give her. She said if she kill herself her blood is going to be on my hand and I could never see good because I had the money but refused to give her. I lend her the money and expected she never repay the money. Every time I asked about my money she would say that money done with. I don't owe you anything! That isn't relevant now too much time pass. That don't worth talking about. From the time I lend her the money I kept on asking for it, and she would say I don't have it as yet. Anyhow I'm unemployed at the moment along with my brother. Two days ago someone could called me and told me that she told them that every time she get pay she gives him.money out of her pay. What about me that was giving her all the time when she had no job. When she wasn't working and she she even asked my brother for just five dollars he would told her. "You need a job"! He never used to give her nothing and I am talking about last year this same time. Now I'm not working she can't give me anything. He is not working and she can give him. This thing is hurting me to the core. Because I used to support her, and now she can't give me, but can give someone who never used to give her. How can you be encouraged to do good. When all you can get is to be rejected and unfair treatment. I'm finished with my mother for the rest of my life. If she died before me. I AM NOT GOING TO HER FUNERAL.
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