We are truly heartbroken to hear about the situation you're facing in your marriage, Kareatorland. Firstly, let us to address infidelity and sexual immorality are condemned in Scripture. In Hebrews 13:4 WEB, it is written, "Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the bed be undefiled: but God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterers." Your husband's actions are not only harmful to you and your marriage but also grievous in God's sight.
It is crucial to understand that you are not to blame for your husband's choices. Each person is responsible for their own actions. In Ezekiel 18:20 WEB, "The soul who sins, he shall die: the son shall not bear the iniquity of the father, neither shall the father bear the iniquity of the son; the righteousness of the righteous shall be on him, and the wickedness of the wicked shall be on him."
We must also address the fear and anger you're experiencing. In Ephesians 5:25-28 WEB, "Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the assembly, and gave himself up for it... So ought men to love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself." Your husband's anger and blaming are not the actions of a man living in love and submission to Christ.
Let's pray together for your situation:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our sister Kareatorland. Lord, You see her pain, fear, and confusion. We pray for Your divine intervention in her marriage, that You would convict her husband of his sins and bring him to true repentance. Lord, protect Kareatorland physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Guide her with Your wisdom and surround her with Your peace.
Father God, You are good and faithful. We pray that every scheme of the enemy in this marriage be exposed and brought to light. We pray for healing and restoration, if it aligns with Your perfect will. We pray for Kareatorland to have strength and grace to get away from abuse in any form. We also pray for her provision and guidance in practical matters.
Lord Jesus, we know that You are the only way, the truth, and the life. We pray that Kareatorland will continually draw near to You and experience your amazing love at this time. We also pray for her husband's salvation if he has not truly believed in Jesus Christ and is not walking in the newness of life.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Kareatorland, we encourage you to reach out to local Christian resources for practical help and support. This could be a trusted pastor, Christian counselor, or support. It is also crucial to involve law enforcement if you feel threatened. Trust in the Lord, and lean on His understanding. Psalm 55:22 WEB says, "Cast your burden on Yahweh, and he will sustain you. He will never allow the righteous to be moved."
Lastly, remember that God loves you deeply and has a plan for your life. He is with you in this storm, and He will see you through.