Aynwen
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for my mental and emotional well being. I am so depressed and hurt. I literally have no one. One of my sons is moving out and I thought we had a close relationship and I was wrong. Everyone else is more important than I am and a I just get called crazy. I have a terrible relationship with my mother. She is happy that I am hurting. It’s like an I told you so and my husband is a complete alcoholic. So… I have no one. I am in a stuck place at work, but work is all that I have. I need my time filled up completely with things so I do not think and I can’t fill my day enough. I feel mentally drained and can’t stop crying. I also have a cough that won’t go ahead and fear something horrible. I am consumed with desperation and fear and loneliness. Sadly, I have no one to talk to expect this anonymous platform. I am just told that I am crazy and or selfish. I wonder why I am being hurt and testing so much