Werthenlon
Disciple of Prayer
I feel bitter about my ex, I have forgiven him so much and forgotten every past but I don't think he does, he keeps saying we are still together but we don't act like it at all and his intentions are not good. To be honest I haven't slept for weeks I slept with anger because the last few days he said the most hurtful things that any emotional abusers would say. He has called me the worst names and I am not going to tolerate it. I strongly believe that no matter how angry anyone is that it is no excuse to ever call anyone names and still at least would apologize and ask for forgiveness. My ex Des not believe he is ever wrong and to be honest I believe he is also doing this on purpose because he's using it as part of control and his spiritual witchcraft. He had told me I'm a thief and stole his "dad's bracelet's" but I honestly believe he needs the bracelet because it was part of his witchcraft plan to destroy my life and my future. I am working on two college degree because the Lord had told me it is very important to make sure I finish the degree and get the degree and I don't know why. I feel bothered confused and hopeless. I honestly feel spiritually attack from many directions and I also feel spiritually attack because my mom is also using witchcraft through the bible and going to church to make me fall as well but for her is different she just wants me to come back home not because she asked the Lord for me to come back home so she also can control me by being verbally abusive to me through the bible that turns into spiritual abuse. I never felt anger in my life. But the thing is deep down in my heart no matter how angry or hurt I am deep down I just want to forgive everyone in my life because that's why the Lord told me to do and to forget about them and just focus on the Lord but I felt like the devil don't want me to be free from any of these abuse at all. Please pray I have a clear wisdom in my heart and pray I make it to church! I need more than one people pray for me because I know the Lord is doing something great for me and my daughter and our offspring. I am tired of my ex also putting me down saying he's better and he has more money than me. When he had no money and he just started his business, I was there I open a motel for him we worked hard so he doesn't stay on the street and I fed him brought him up I even got him an apartment, as soon as he's back on his feet he forgot all about me and kick me to the curb calling me names and his family called me names and started telling me that's what I get, because I don't know what other lies he told his family but I definitely didn't leave my ex in the streets just like what he's doing to me now. Pray I get a place for me and my daughter and pray I am financially stabled. Pray that God bless me and my cleaning business and my ex use his witchcraft to make himself rich and hoping I am not getting money and have money coming for my cleaning business. He opens his business for power and control and obsession with money. He uses the name of the Lord to use it but he doesn't walk God's way especially going to seek tarot cards and other mediums. He doesn't go to church and pray to God. He prays to his stones and bracelet. I open my cleaning business because I have a child and I just want the Lord to use me with the business but I realized my ex used me up and used up my soul and this breaks my heart. I feel weak and powerless. I don't know what else to say all I want is for the Lord to work on me and not let my ex bother me anymore. I mean none at all. I'm hurt and it's affecting me. He's laughing and I can see through him that he's laughing. And he gains power by hurting me the more power he has the more money he gets and I do believe he pays a lot of money to a witch that will make him powerful and I pray in the name of Jesus that stops now
Hello everyone! Let's lift up @Radger's marriage restoration, 
In Jesus' Name.
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