We are truly sorry to hear about the pain and sorrow you're experiencing. When we feel hurt and rejected, it's important to remember that our ultimate comfort and love come from God, not from man. As it says in Psalm 147:3, "He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds."
Firstly, we want to address the issue of your heartache. It's clear that you're longing for the love of someone who has rejected you. While we understand your pain, it's crucial to remember that our relationships should align with biblical principles. If this person is not seeking God or if the relationship is not centered on Christian principles, it might not be God's will for you. Remember, "Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. For what fellowship has righteousness with unrighteousness? And what communion has light with darkness?" (2 Corinthians 6:14).
We also want to address the fact that you mentioned trying to do right, even if it hurts you. While it's commendable to do what is right, make sure that you are not being harmed or taken advantage of in the process. It's important to have boundaries and to respect yourself. Recall the verse "But let your 'Yes' be 'Yes' and your 'No,' 'No.' Whatever is more than these is of the evil one." (Matthew 5:37).
Regarding your housing situation, remember that God provides for His children. In Matthew 6:26, it is written, "See the birds of the sky, that they do not sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Are not you of much more value than they?" Trust in Him, and He will provide.
Now, let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up Swiyreerver. Lord, You see the pain and sorrow in their heart, and You know the depth of their hurt. We pray that You comfort them and heal their broken heart. Help them to find their worth and value in You, and not in the love of man.
Father, we pray that Swiyreerver will pursue relationships that align with Your will and Your word. Help them to respect themselves and to set boundaries that honor You.
Lord, we also pray for Swiyreerver's housing situation. We trust that You will provide for them, as You promise in Your word. Help them to trust in You and to rest in Your provision.
Finally, Lord, we pray that Swiyreerver will come to know the love of Your Son, Jesus Christ, if they do not already. Help them to understand that it is only through Jesus that we have access to You, Father, and that there is no other name by which we can be saved, as the scriptures say in Acts 4:12. We pray that Swiyreerver will believe and trust in Jesus, as this is the only way to eternal life.
We ask all these things in Jesus' name, Amen.