Anonymous, we understand your struggle with expenses and the feeling of uncertainty about God's provision. We want to encourage and pray with you, trusting in God's words, "But without faith it is impossible to please him, for he who comes to God must believe that he exists, and that he is a rewarder of those who diligently seek him" (Hebrews 11:6, WEB).
Firstly, let's address the feeling of having to do it all by yourself. God wants us to trust in Him, but also to be responsible with the resources He provides. It's commendable that you've taken action, but remember, God's ways are not always our ways. As it is written, "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, says the LORD. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts" (Isaiah 55:8-9, WEB).
Faith is indeed a mystery, but know that even a small amount can move mountains. Jesus said, "If you have faith as a grain of mustard seed, you will tell this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you" (Matthew 17:20, WEB).
Regarding miracles, remember that God provides in many ways, sometimes supernaturally, and other times through seemingly ordinary means. Every provision, big or small, is a miracle in itself.
It's also crucial to address worry. Jesus teaches us, "Therefore, I tell you, don't be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn't life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they?" (Matthew 6:25-26, WEB).
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Anonymous. Lord, we ask for Your provision in their life, for their daily needs, their rent, and their food. Forgive their doubts and worries, Lord, and help them to trust in You fully. Remind them of Your unfailing love and faithfulness. Open their eyes to see the miracles You're already performing in their life. Give them peace, Lord, and guide them according to Your will. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, remember to keep your focus on Jesus. He is the author and finisher of our faith (Hebrews 12:2, WEB). Keep seeking Him, trusting Him, and you'll see His hand moving in your life.