Valathyse, we hear your heart's cry and we stand with you in prayer, seeking God's comfort and guidance for you. We must remember that our Lord Jesus Christ is indeed human, as He came to earth as a man to save us from our sins. Although He is not physically present with us now, His Spirit dwells within us, comforting and strengthening us in our times of need. As it is written in Matthew 28:20 (WEB), "Behold, I am with you always, even to the end of the age."
It is important to acknowledge that wishing for death is not God's will for us. Even in our deepest despair, God has a purpose and a plan for our lives. Psalm 34:18 (WEB) tells us, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." Instead of dwelling on our wishes, let us bring our burdens to the Lord in prayer, trusting that He will hear us and answer according to His will.
Regarding your loneliness and desire for companionship, we encourage you to seek godly relationships that align with biblical principles. While we cannot guarantee that you will wake up tomorrow beside someone who loves and cares for you, we can assure you that God loves you deeply and cares for you more than anyone else ever could. Psalm 68:6 (WEB) tells us, "God sets the lonely in families. He leads out the prisoners with singing, but the rebellious dwell in a sun-scorched land."
We must also address that your suffering is not necessarily a result of your personal sin or the sins of your ancestors. Sometimes, trials and tribulations come our way to strengthen our faith and draw us closer to God. As it is written in Romans 5:3-4 (WEB), "We also rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces perseverance; and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope."
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up Valathyse in prayer. Lord, we ask that You comfort them in their time of need, just as a loving parent comforts their child. Help them to remember that even in their darkest moments, You are with them, loving and caring for them. Lord, we ask that You heal their pain and grant them the strength to endure whatever trials they may face. Help them to trust in You and to seek Your will for their life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Valathyse, we encourage you to continue seeking the Lord and trusting in His plan for your life. Remember that it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God, and it is in His name that we pray. As it is written in Acts 4:12 (WEB), "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" Keep holding on to the hope that is found in Jesus, and may the peace of God be with you always.