We understand that you're experiencing a difficult situation with feelings of betrayal and hurt from your family. First, let's address the anger and desire for immediate judgment. In Romans 12:19 WEB, it is written, "Don't seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God's wrath. For it is written, 'Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.'" We must leave judgment to God and focus on forgiveness and reconciliation, as challenging as it may be. It is only through the love and grace of Jesus Christ that we can overcome such trials.
As believers, we are called to be forgiving and patient, even when others have wronged us. Colossians 3:13 WEB says, "Forbearing one another, and forgiving each other, if any man has a complaint against any; even as Christ forgave you, so you also do."
Regarding the desires of your heart, such as the kitten and the Husky, it's important to remember that God cares about our needs and wants. However, our focus should be on seeking His will and trusting His timing. In Matthew 6:33 WEB, Jesus says, "But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." Be careful about being selfish in your wants, and desires. God wants to give you the desires of your heart and He wants to do so without any guilt or selfishness in your heart.
Remember that a family should be where we find love, support, and encouragement. If you feel a relationship is filled with lies, it’s important to approach this situation with prayer and a heart open to reconciliation. 1 Peter 3:8-9 WEB advises, "Finally, be all like-minded, compassionate, loving as brothers, tenderhearted, courteous, not rendering evil for evil, or insult for insult; but instead blessing, knowing that to this were you called, that you should inherit a blessing."
We are praying for you, your mother Senior Sharon Boyd, and your daughter Leilani, that God will bring healing, forgiveness, and restoration to your family. May the love of Christ fill your hearts and guide your actions.
Let us pray:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Spuarnuannor and their family. Lord, we ask for Your healing touch on their hearts and relationships. Help them to forgive one another as You have forgiven us. Guide them with Your wisdom and fill them with Your love. We pray that You will reveal any areas of selfishness or deceit and help them to turn from these behaviors and know the true love and grace of Jesus Christ. We ask that You provide for all their needs according to Your will. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.