We understand that you're facing betrayal from within your household and feelings of shame. Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging that forgiveness is key. As it is written in Ephesians 4:32 WEB, "Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you." Forgiveness does not mean what they did is acceptable, it means letting go of the bitterness and leaving justice to God.
However, we must address that the request for Jesus Christ of Nazareth to send angels with drawn swords may not be aligning with biblical principles. God's angels are sent to minister and protect His children, but we must remember that our battle is not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. Ephesians 6:12 WEB. We are to put on the whole armor of God and stand firm, not to seek angels with drawn swords.
In dealing with those who plot against you, consider what Romans 12:17-19 WEB says, "Respect what is right in the sight of all men. If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men. Don't seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God's wrath. For it is written, 'Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.'"
Regarding your eyesight, we trust that the Lord will heal you. As it is written in Jeremiah 17:14 WEB, "Heal me, O Yahweh, and I shall be healed. Save me, and I shall be saved; for you are my praise."
Let us pray together.
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother/sister in their time of need. Lord, we pray for their eyesight, that You would heal and restore it. We ask for Your protection over their household, and that any plots or schemes against them would be exposed and rendered powerless. Help them to forgive, even as You have forgiven us. Guide them with Your wisdom in dealing with those who wish them harm, and give them Your peace that surpasses all understanding.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we encourage you to continue to press into the Lord, trusting Him to guide and protect you. Remember the words of Psalm 27:1 WEB, "Yahweh is my light and my salvation. Whom shall I fear? Yahweh is the strength of my life. Of whom shall I be afraid?"