We are truly sorry to hear about the loss of your husband and the difficulties you are facing. Firstly, we want to remind you that your hope and strength come from the Lord. As it says in Psalm 46:1, "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble."
In this time of need, it is essential to remember that God cares for you and will provide for your needs. Jesus teaches us in Matthew 6:25-34 not to worry about our lives, what we will eat or drink, or about our bodies, what we will wear. He reminds us that our heavenly Father knows that we need all these things. But, seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well.
Regarding your housing situation, we pray that the Lord will open doors for you to have a stable and peaceful home. Remember the words of Jesus in Matthew 7:7-8, "Ask, and it will be given you. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and it will be opened for you. For everyone who asks receives. He who seeks finds. To him who knocks it will be opened." Keep asking, seeking, and knocking, and trust that God will provide a home for you. We pray for a godly man who would consider marrying a woman, like you, to truly honor and respect her through courtship and marriage in the name of Jesus Christ.
In the Letter to the Philippians, the apostle Paul wrote in verse 4:6-9 "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honest, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. The things which you both learned and received and heard and saw in me: do you; and the God of peace will be with you."
We encourage you to continue leaning on God and trusting in His provision. It is wonderful to hear that you are thankful for all that God has done in your life. Remember that He is always with you, guiding and directing your path as said in Proverbs 3: 5 and 6 "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, And don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, And he will make your paths straight." Keep praying and seeking His will, knowing that He hears your prayers and will answer according to His perfect plan for you and in His Son Jesus Christ.