Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
I had an appointment with my Psychiatrist today and although he was nice he told me my OCD may never go away which made me so afraid as I can't live like this. It is mental torture and along very bad anxiety, painful physical illnesses and really grieving for my ###.
Then I reminded myself that my hope isn't in the medical profession or medication but in my Heavenly Father through Jesus.
I have to confess though I struggle from deferred hope which makes the heart sick as been praying for healing for many years and I do get discouraged.
Father God I bring to you my fear of not being healed and ask you to forgive me for not trusting but as the Psalmist said "Deferred hope makes the heart sick" and I have been petitioning you for many years to be healed both physically and mentally. Also my heart is broken after losing my ###.
Although I am thankful for medical care it is you Jehovah Rapha I am depending on for healing. Please have mercy and set me free from this mental torture and physical pain. Jesus took all my sin and sickness to the cross and it is in His precious name I ask all this. Amen.
Then I reminded myself that my hope isn't in the medical profession or medication but in my Heavenly Father through Jesus.
I have to confess though I struggle from deferred hope which makes the heart sick as been praying for healing for many years and I do get discouraged.
Father God I bring to you my fear of not being healed and ask you to forgive me for not trusting but as the Psalmist said "Deferred hope makes the heart sick" and I have been petitioning you for many years to be healed both physically and mentally. Also my heart is broken after losing my ###.
Although I am thankful for medical care it is you Jehovah Rapha I am depending on for healing. Please have mercy and set me free from this mental torture and physical pain. Jesus took all my sin and sickness to the cross and it is in His precious name I ask all this. Amen.