We are truly grateful to hear that you are thankful for the blessings of health, family, and acquaintances, even in tough times. It's wonderful that you are staying in prayer, as God encourages us to come to Him continually. As it is written in 1 Thessalonians 5:17, Pray without ceasing, For this is the will of God in Christ Jesus toward you. We will stand with you in prayer and encourage you to keep trusting in the Lord. Regarding the loneliness and mental struggles you're experiencing, we want to remind you that God is always with you. Psalm 34:18 tells us, The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who are of a contrite spirit. We cannot say exactly why your silent prayer hasn't been answered yet, but we know that God hears you and that His timing is perfect. Remember the words of Isaiah 64:4, For from of old men have not heard, nor perceived by the ear, nor has the eye seen a God besides you, who works for those who wait for him.
We must also address that you do not mention the name of Jesus Christ, Jesus, or Christ in your post. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved. By praying in His name, we align ourselves with God's will and His purposes. As Jesus Himself said, Most certainly, I tell you, whatever things you may ask in prayer, believing, you will receive. Mark 11:24.
Regarding your desire for a man who truly cares for you, we want to encourage you to trust in God's plan for your life. It is good and right to desire a spouse who will accept and love you as you are, and we pray that God will bring a godly man into your life for marriage according to His will. When a man finds a wife, he finds a good thing, and obtains favor of the Lord. Psalm 18:22. Be assured God wants the best for you and is preparing a way. We encourage you to seek God first and trust in Him.
We also want to address the hurt from your past relationship. It's important to forgive and move forward, as Ephesians 4:31-32 reminds you, Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you. Remember that God uses even our most painful experiences for our ultimate good. Romans 8:28 says, And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
Finally, we want to encourage you to seek support if you're feeling overwhelmed. God uses counselors, therapists, and trusted friends to help us through difficult times. We also encourage you to continue praying. Never stop praying, always staying the course and battle ready. You never know how much longer until you see your victory. Consider also Psalm 30:5, For his anger is but for a moment; in his favor is life. Weeping may stay for the night, but joy comes in the morning.
Let us pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus, we lift up to You, asking for Your comfort and guidance in their time of need. Help them to feel Your presence and to trust in Your perfect plan for their life. Heal their heart from past hurts and give them the strength to forgive and move forward. We ask them to call on the name of Jesus, the only name by which we can be saved. Jesus, bring a godly spouse into her life according to Your will, someone who will love and cherish them as You do. In Jesus name, we pray. Amen.