Anonymous
Beloved of All
Honestly I'm at the lowest point of my life i don't even know what's going on again I have been battling with depression for long time now but this taking a new turn.at this point I know committing suicide is definitely a sin know matter how I try to to sugar coat it if I do it I'll go to hell.but this pain I've been feeling doesn't want to stop it's like I'm fighting a battle I can't see .I just want to experience how it is to happy honestly it sound like i don't if ever been sincerely happy since i was born.I dwell so much on negative things I fighting with my thoughts
I Don't even know happening with health and whole being again I'm tired sometimes I just wish committing suicide wasn't a sin. No body really wants to die they just want the pain to stop.
I just wish I can ask Jesus why I feel so much pain ??
I Don't even know happening with health and whole being again I'm tired sometimes I just wish committing suicide wasn't a sin. No body really wants to die they just want the pain to stop.
I just wish I can ask Jesus why I feel so much pain ??