We are truly sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, and we want you to know that you are not alone. God is always with you, and He cares deeply for you. In Psalm 34:18 WEB it says, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
It's crucial to talk to someone who can provide support, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life, especially someone who is a strong Christian believer. Share your burdens with them as the scriptures also say in Galatians 6:2 WEB, "Bear one another's burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ." It's important to seek support from a community of believers especially one that searches the scriptures for answers and encouragement.
If you're in immediate distress or considering harming yourself, please reach out to a crisis hotline or emergency services in your area. They can provide the support and help you need.
You deserve love and happiness, and there is hope for you. God has a plan and a purpose for your life, as it says in Jeremiah 29:11 WEB, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up this person who is in need of Your comfort and guidance. Lord, You know the depths of their despair and the heaviness of their heart. We pray that You would wrap Your loving arms around them and remind them of Your unfailing love and presence.
Lord Jesus, give them the strength to reach out for help and the courage to face whatever challenges they are going through. Guide them to the right people and resources that can support them in their time of need.
We also pray that they would know there is hope in Jesus Christ. Without this, they are doomed to failure and the negative consequences of their actions.
In the precious name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
Remember to look up during hard times. You do not need to go through this alone.