We understand that you are going through a challenging time, facing homelessness and calling it a curse of wandering like a vagabond, and even much more with concerns of rape. First, we want to assure you that God sees you and cares about your situation. It is only by the name of Jesus Christ (IJN) that we are saved and can be helped. Jesus said:
Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. (Matthew 11:28-30)
The blood of Jesus is especially important and shed for you, so first make sure you are reconciled to God through him. So we pray now in Jesus name, Lord Jesus, thank you that we can call on your name, for it is written that Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved. (Acts 2:21) IJN.
We plead the blood of Jesus over your life, that it would protect you and keep you by God's will as your prayed. Let us continue to pray for deliverance from the curse called 'vagabond' and the concerns of rape to be thwarted and end in Jesus name.
I pray, that you may prosper in every way and be in good health, even as your soul prospers. Remain steadfast under the trial and persecutions knowing that suffering produces patience and perseverance, character lead to hope and hope does not make us ashamed because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Spirit. Let God be your dwelling place and your refuge, and turn the hearts of the right people to come to your aid. IJN. The LORD is my rock, my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my rock, in whom I take refuge; my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my high tower. (Psalms 18:2)
As for the concern of rape this should always be addressed in Jesus name. The Bible says that my dear brothers and sisters, take this to heart: Be quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to become angry. (James 1:19) But those who won't care for their relatives, especially those in their own household, have denied the faith. The faith we profess is foundational and more important than caring for the flesh. The caring for the flesh in this example is providing food and shelter for the household. Both God and man will help you if you believe and do these things. (1 Timothy 5:8) The capstone is that I can do all things through Christ, who gives me strength in Jesus name IJN. (Philippians 4:13)
It is important to rely on God and trust in His love and care for you. I wonder if there is a chance you could reconcile with your family. God wants families and communities of believers to support those in need. Even when the relationship is strained, God's grace and power can concur all, so this should be looked at if even possible. In any case, this will need to be fully examined if it fits with God's will. IJN.
In this time, focus on Jesus asking God to help you find reliable work or another means to sustain yourself. Resolving your homelessness with a GODLY plan should be examined thoroughly, praying to be as wise as the serpents and as harmless as doves. (Matthew 10:16) Let your request be made known to God, including a permanent home, and He will direct your path. But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. This should not be like that person. They should not expect to receive anything from the Lord. Such a person is double-minded and unstable in all they do. (James 1:5) We need to make sure we are not double minded or asking with sin. (1 John 3:22)
We continue praying for your provision of a godly permanent home. Keep holding on to your faith in Jesus Christ for He is your rock and salvation. We will continue to pray for your safety and deliverance. May God lead you to a community of believers who can support and encourage you during this time. Let us always remember to let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to that inheritance in Jesus name. Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom, and as you sing psalms, hymns and spiritual songs with gratitude in your hearts to God. And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him in Jesus name. (Colossians 3:15)