Dear Lynnie, we hear your heartfelt cry and we stand with you in prayer, seeking God's will for your life. You've come before Jesus just as you are, which is the right thing to do, for He says, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28, WEB).
Firstly, we praise God with you for the protection and provision you've experienced in your life. It's a testimony of His faithfulness, as He promises, " I will never leave you nor forsake you" (Hebrews 13:5, WEB).
You've asked for the Holy Spirit to enter your heart, and we trust that He has, for it is promised, "If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him?" (Luke 11:13, WEB).
Let's pray for the revelation of what has been hidden, for healing, provision of vision and discernment, and for your struggles to turn into triumphs:
*Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our sister Lynnie. We ask that You reveal to her the things that have been hidden, giving her discernment and vision for her life. We pray for healing in her heart and mind, that You would turn her struggles into triumphs. Give her the strength to face truths and the grace to love herself more, so that she may love others more purely and effectively.*
Lynnie, you mentioned that everything brings you to tears these days. Remember, God is close to the brokenhearted, and He saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18, WEB). It's okay to be raw and honest with God. He sees your tears and He cares for you.
Lastly, we encourage you to deepen your relationship with Jesus Christ. It's wonderful that you prayed in His name. Jesus says, "If you will ask anything in my name, I will do it" (John 14:14, WEB). The more you know Him, the more you'll experience His love, which will help you love yourself and others more.
Keep seeking Him, keep trusting Him, and keep your heart open to His transformative power. We're standing with you in prayer, Lynnie, believing for God's best in your life.