joslin
Humble Servant of All
holy spirit pls forgive my sins lord i scolded my roommate in my mind lord because she was talking loudly wen i was sleeping shes doing this every time lord im getting mad wen i wake from sleep before she used to go outside and speak but lord now she wont speak with me and she has no respect for me .Iwas very close to her more than i was to my own sister but she destroyed it completely by her disrespectful actions im hate this room she not going to change selfishness she doesnt want others to be peace its my big fault to be close with ppl younger than me they never respect me it hurts i feel im weak but i dont show it outside i pretend as if im ok .they dont even speak decently to me and take over advantage they think me as a roboot whatever they say i must do that listen to them .i wont forget the day she scolded me infront there was no one to shut her mouth i felt very bad to have friendship with her.every day i think i must forget everthing and forgive her but im unable to because she s irritating me in many face i dont even wish to see her face she like a devil to me God only knows all my bad and goods pls lord save me lord even if i talk to her she wont respect me lord i cant be pet dog guarding who created me as amazing human im not a dog who goes for food to ppl even animals have feelings lord forgive me lord for comparing myself to animals its the truth lord .i feel im inferior lord pls save me lord .Lord alfe everyday distracting me and making me to sin lord pls bless alferius joe lord he must obey ur words he must love u lord wholeheartedly lord then only he can stop sinning lord he is also making me to sin lord hes torturing me lord if im doing whatever he says even its bad lord he must put fullspot to these actions lord he must forget those bad actions lord pls help him understand i beg u lord make him understand it he thinks its right hes committing a great sin lord even me lord i must not do this again lord pls lord somehow save me lord he has no job lord he never repend for his sins lord he thinks nothing will harm him even if he sins he never realizes that god will punish him But lord pls dont punish him lord pls lord be with him he needs u lord make him understand hes doing a great sin so he stops this and start loving to come in search of u lord pls lord but dont punish him lord make him realize lord so he dont continue this sinfull life again lord forgive my sins im also sinning against you lord pls lord save me i must change lord i dono how to bring alferius from this sinnful life lord lord bless this day and give me peace and thank you ssooo much lord for waking me up early every day amen