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nuptial -bound
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Father God,Thank you for some small pockets of joy-I saw a former student, spent quality time@church+fellowship after last Sunday.I'm probably the only one my age who's unmarried.I feel left out.why haven't I met anyone yet?I run my own business,U blessed me.But,I'm so lonely.I eat lunch,dinner alone,go to movies alone.On this site,one lady told me to stop complaining but I'll never stop coming to U w/my needs,my pryr.Who do they think they are?they're Not God-I'm not asking any man nor woman.I looked for pity but found none,I'm sorely afflicted.II came to U,lord,in a time of distressafter years of pryr to find a mate+someone on this site accused me of using U?I s that right of her,Lord? Don't Let anyone come betw/my Always Turning to U first when I hope,hurt,need,etc.Since I have no father,no husband,no boyfriend.Help me to meet the one I will marry asap,I'm not young+pple who have so much Exult themselves over me,they put salt on my wounds.Bless me out of my Job season,I can't take much more unreasonable pain+suffring much more-I think about leaving the church,walking away for a while bc I'm let down,all prayed out but I love Jesus'teachings so much.It's just I pray so hard w/other friends+God answrs their pryrs bv why not Mine?One girl doesn't even go to church but asked me to pray for her+God answrd her after 2 months while I'm left w/the same pryrUn- answrd over a year now.I don't understand.I love God,but of course there R somewho would Accuse me I must not love God enough,I sin too much.I confess my sin,ask for forgiveness. will U ever answr my pryr,Lord ?...deep sigh.IJesus'nme,I ask for edifying insights.I stand on Scripture.Did I die+no one told me?