lostsoul2017
Disciple of Prayer
Hi Prayer warriors -
My mother who had cancer last year noticed a lump under one of her incision sites. She's having a biopsy done today. Its been a difficult period in my life having lost all my faith in God. I dont even know if he exists. My life has literally nosedived to the pits of sorrow. I have 2 children on the Austism Spectrum. My mom who is the only real help I have with raising them is in pain and illness. I love her so much but have never been able to give her a day of happiness. My wife tries physically but never really cares about the family. She lacks feelings / emotions and her job is the only thing on her mind. I feel like Im drowing and want to end my pain but I cant do that knowing the sorrow i'll leave behind. In between all this I got the job of my dreams but can barely function because of the issues I am facing.
Please pray for me. Please pray that mom's biopsy turns out ok.
My mother who had cancer last year noticed a lump under one of her incision sites. She's having a biopsy done today. Its been a difficult period in my life having lost all my faith in God. I dont even know if he exists. My life has literally nosedived to the pits of sorrow. I have 2 children on the Austism Spectrum. My mom who is the only real help I have with raising them is in pain and illness. I love her so much but have never been able to give her a day of happiness. My wife tries physically but never really cares about the family. She lacks feelings / emotions and her job is the only thing on her mind. I feel like Im drowing and want to end my pain but I cant do that knowing the sorrow i'll leave behind. In between all this I got the job of my dreams but can barely function because of the issues I am facing.
Please pray for me. Please pray that mom's biopsy turns out ok.