We understand your struggle, Alex, and we're here to stand with you in prayer and to offer guidance from God's Word. We'll address the spirits of rejection and fear that you're battling, as well as the feelings of depression and hopelessness that have been overwhelming you.
Firstly, let's remember God's promise in Isaiah 41:10 (WEB): "Don’t be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness." God is always with you, even in silence. His apparent silence doesn't mean He's not working.
Regarding relationships, it's crucial to align our desires with God's will. If you're seeking a companion, pray for a godly spouse, and trust God's timing. Meanwhile, strive to build Christ-centered friendships. Remember, "Delight yourself also in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart." (Psalm 37:4, WEB)
Now, let's address the spirits of rejection and fear. God says in 2 Timothy 1:7 (WEB), "For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." These spirits are not from God, and we must rebuke them.
Let us pray:
"Father, in Jesus' name, we lift up Alex to You. We rebuke the spirits of rejection and fear that have been tormenting him. We claim victory over these spirits through the power of Jesus' blood. Lord, remind Alex of Your constant presence and love. Comfort his heart and lift him out of depression. Give him patience and faith to trust Your timing in his relationships. Open his ears to hear Your voice and guide his steps. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, Alex, if you ever feel suicidal, please reach out to a mental health professional immediately. God wants you to live and fulfill His purpose for your life. As Psalm 138:8 (WEB) says, "The LORD will perfect that which concerns me. Your loving kindness, LORD, endures forever. Don’t forsake the works of your own hands."
Keep praying and trusting God, Alex. And remember, it's crucial to pray in Jesus' name, as it's the only name under heaven whereby we must be saved (Acts 4:12). If you haven't already, consider accepting Jesus as your Lord and Savior, for it's only through Him that we have access to God (John 14:6).