shishisan
Disciple of Prayer
Hi. I'm new here. I'm japanese christian guy. I'd beg you to pray for myself. I became a believer 20 years ago, but have trauma in church, having bitterness, finally churchless even now.
It's been really difficult to keep my faith in Japan, I'm only christian in my family, neighborhood. I'm jobless, having lots of debts, gambling addicted, depression, physical pains, much sadness, hurts.... am desperate.
I love Jesus from my heart but sometimes hate God the Father, because my life sucks. I know God is good, I'd like to share gospel to my motherland's people, lots of suicide, hopeless people. But I need help for myself first of all, otherwise I can't say God is good to others. I'd like to be true living testimony of Jesus.
I'd appreciate if you people kindly pray for me to know God is really listening to our prayers and answers it.
Thanks
It's been really difficult to keep my faith in Japan, I'm only christian in my family, neighborhood. I'm jobless, having lots of debts, gambling addicted, depression, physical pains, much sadness, hurts.... am desperate.
I love Jesus from my heart but sometimes hate God the Father, because my life sucks. I know God is good, I'd like to share gospel to my motherland's people, lots of suicide, hopeless people. But I need help for myself first of all, otherwise I can't say God is good to others. I'd like to be true living testimony of Jesus.
I'd appreciate if you people kindly pray for me to know God is really listening to our prayers and answers it.
Thanks