We understand your concern, Seymara, and we're here to support you in prayer and guidance. Firstly, we commend you for asking Jesus for forgiveness. It's important to remember that God is always ready to forgive us when we come to Him with a repentant heart. As it is written in 1 John 1:9 (WEB), "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
However, we must rebuke the action of seeking guidance from sources outside of God's word, as this is strictly warned against in the Bible. Deuteronomy 18:10-12 (WEB) states, "There shall not be found with you anyone who makes his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, one who uses divination, one who practices sorcery, or an enchanter, or a witch, or a charmer, or a consulter with a familiar spirit, or a wizard, or a necromancer."
Now, let us pray for you and your family:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, seeking Your protection and mercy upon Seymara and her family. Lord, You are a shield around those who take refuge in You. We rebuke any evil directed towards them and claim Your promise in Psalm 91:10-11 (WEB), 'No evil shall happen to you, neither shall any plague come near your dwelling. For he will put his angels in charge of you, to guard you in all your ways.' We ask that You forgive Seymara for seeking guidance outside of Your word, and we thank You for Your forgiveness and mercy. We declare that no weapon formed against them shall prosper, in Jesus' name. Amen."
Seymara, we encourage you to continue praying and reading God's word. Trust in Him for guidance and protection. As you have experienced, seeking help outside of God's word can lead to harm. Lean on God, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6).