Hi, I need prayers, I have been on here before going

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Hi, I need prayers, I have been on here before going on about the same thing a year ago or more,
What is wrong with me???? Without getting into my Long history about my Mom, she came back to live with me several years ago after she left her step daughters place who no longer wanted her to live there..I took her in my Bachelour Apt. I can't stand it anymore...
.. I have been praying and praying and looking for answers.
Why can I connect with her, I still cannot connect with her, I feel annoyed at myself and at her. I feel frustrated and alone in this.....she has caused so much anxiety. I have had history of depression and anxiety since childhood and her being back here has caused it all to come back, it is causing further health problems..............Please lord what is wrong with me... I gave up singing and potential dating because of her. my health issues has overcome my life and the anxiety is making it worse. I don't want to live like this anymore.....We argue and it's the same argument all the time...I cannot rid of this animosity and indifference in my heart... I can barely take care of myself health wise with Chronic Pian and now I have to take care of her too... please stop this...before I am ruined for good..I am 53 and a loser as it is....I can't do this anymore???? please pray for me...

 

[Hope4joy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen. May you find comfort, in Jesus. I am 38, never allowed a boyfriend, and still living with my parents and no job. I was never allowed to drive. My mother forbid me from driving for unknown reasons. I see my how my brothers and sister are independent, and that can depress me sometimes. But as long as I am still breathing. I have hope. Hang in there! Trust god. His timing is perfect.

 

[anonclouds]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Santiago117]

Hello, First I want to you to know your not a loser, We just dont have the wisdom nor the knowledge to be able to know how to deal with things. Try a different approach of love. Love is very very powerful. But instead of arguing with her, pray for her, show mercy and humble yourself, then you will see the power of God. God bless you and I pray that the lord gives you wisdom, patience, and love so you know how to deal with the situation. You are worth every penny. So dont be pessimistic. Be positive.

 

[HMC1957]

My friend in Christ-

Please recognize that all your negative thinking is coming from our enemy.

Jesus would never think of his children as losers, right?

Fight those negative thoughts by replacing them with positive God thoughts.

BTW; I believe you were taught these lies about yourself in your childhood. Usually from family whom have their own emotional wounds. May today be the day that you begin to let those lies go! Replace them with things like "I am worthy, I am strong, I am capable, I am beautiful, I am kind...I AM A CHILD OF THE MOST HIGH GOD!!!!" 

Perhaps you may just have to give yourself, what your mother is unable to give you. Perhaps she never learned how in her childhood.

Now is the time to love yourself more and save yourself from any more pain. Pray for her, love her, but do it from a distance, before it makes you any more ill.

Be blessed.

 

[Newbie]

I am praying for this. May God Bless You.

 

[Isabelle10]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.





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