Hothoruse
Disciple of Prayer
Hi, I am really really struggling with this. I am a Social person and now I am middle aged. I am divorced and my child is grown so it is just me. A relationship I was in ended a while ago and since that time things have become increasingly difficult. I feel like I am a friend to others but very few people are a friend to me. I long for meaningful friendships and yes I am ready to find the right person and find that Godly Christian woman. I went through a period where I was dating a lot but just never could find that woman who loved God first it seemed to me. I also am frustrated in my job. I mean I am blessed I have it and certainly would never want to lose it, but I feel the desire to move on to something different but the opportunities are lacking. It is increasingly becoming a paycheck instead a passion I once had. I am also praying for a way to come up with around 12,000 dollars for something I want to do. Thank you everyone. It has been tough as of late just feeling very low.